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Saturday, January 7, 2012

Happy New Year 2012

I don't have any NYE resolutions! All I got is to become a better person inside and out! I feel like this year will be full of small and big surprises I can't wait to uncover. Wishing everyone a Happy 2012! Love you!
2012 
  Carmen, Stephenie, ?, Paula, Tania, Melina

a letter to my (ex) lover

Dear X,

Last night I remembered all the horrible things you did to me. All the lies and deception and unfaithfulness you brought to my life.  I've always questioned your actions and asked myself how can someone that says they love me will do all the fucked up shit you did to me? I figured out the answer: that's how you are and there's nothing I can do about it. I will stop questioning your actions now cause I will never get the truth.  I don't have to tell you all the horrible things you've done to me and you don't have to example to me anything. Because you know what you've done and will live with that forever. You're the only one the knows the truth and hopefully someday it will set you free. I'm glad I can walking away from this relationship with my head high and feeling of accomplishment because I gave this relationship my all.  This new journey ahead of me I will take with open arms. I'm glad God gave me this opportunity to share with you, now I know how to love someone that will love me back the same and won't take me for granted. I do treasure the good memories we had that's why this has been a long difficult journey for me to let go.  Its time to say good bye to this relationship for once. I love you and hope nothing but the best for you.

X